You know what pisses me off? When you are told one thing, and you do said thing and then you get shit for it. I used to hear the phrase “life isn’t fair,” and you know what it isn’t. Life is a real bitch and she like to fuck everything up. Recently I’ve been told that I have changed and that I stopped caring. It’s not that I stopped caring or that I’ve changed, it’s that when something that bugs me, makes me uncomfortable or sad, I approach it in a different manner. I no longer sit on it for hours or let it get to me. And to me that had made me strong. I’m not gonna apologize for the person I have “changed” into. I am still the same person, I’ve just learned when to invest time or step away from something. You can’t have the best of both world and you can try to make it work but it might not always work. All I know is that I’m figuring out my life and getting in straight, and I’m gonna make mistakes and learn from them. That’s that. It’s a process and I sure as hell hate and love my process. I can Identify things that bug me or make me uncomfortable. I’ve learned to say no to those. Something I didn’t have the strength to do. But I do now. Because I’m don’t letting people push me around and it’s the best thing I’ve done so far. I have become a stronger person and I will NOT apologize for it.